Dear brother of mine,
You will never understand the huge amount of love, respect, and probably idealism I have for you dear older brother. You have left again for New York, leaving me here again as the only child left in the house with mama and papa. I have to say that in previous years, every time you left, I always cried a little bit. Now I’ve kind of gotten used to the fact that you are going to be gone and...
Constant Fear of Being Forgotten
it’s been 3 days since we’ve had a meaningful conversation you’ve tried to talk to me. This is just the way you and I work. Especially since we are still getting to know each other. You are still new in my book, even though we’ve been at this for about 3 months. I think you are still new. We don’t really talk to each other much because we just don’t. Does liking...
Pet Peeve: When People Bail
because it turns into this chain reaction. When one person bails, someone else follows. Then other people follow them. Then due to the lack of people, the plan is shot to hell. I get that not everything works out all the time, but I feel like this happens to me way too much. The Beach never happened. Disneyland never happened. Six Flags (before) never happened. The summer trip almost...
I want to have late night text convo's with you...
I always find ways to ruin things for myself.
Oh wonderful Lumiere, I don’t think you want to deal with me. Don’t get me wrong. I really really really like you. For a lot of reasons. But i don’t think you want to try and handle all this. I know you hate talking about this sorta stuff. Hence tumblr post. This isn’t a test to see if you’ll chase me or if you’re worth the trouble. (ok it kind of is, but im...
You Know Ben O: Women on tumblr →
uknowbeno: Im just like every other guy on tumblr, i love seeing pictures of hot girls, i follow girls just because they’re cute, and i dick ride them like every other guy. who wouldn’t? but theres a good and bad side to tumblr. when chicks are pissed, they aint gonna tell you whats wrong, they want you to… secrets out!
I. HAVE. TOO. MUCH. ON. MY. MIND.
This is why I can’t be alone for too long. Wow that sounded really pathetic. I WANNA GET DRUNK.
its not even midnight yet and everyone’s already asleep. so much for insomnia being a family heredity. i hate nights alone with no one to talk to. even worse: i hate nights alone when i don’t know WHO i can talk to. i don’t know who to text. my best friend’s phone is crap. my topher is probably asleep. and i don’t think im close enough to text my potential in the...
im so happy with all the family warmth around me. it makes me feel really good. then why am i feeling this huge desire for more? At the moment I really want to be: cuddled under cozy sheets while watching a cliche Christmas movie. kissed under the mistletoe. snuggled next to a fire and drink hot coco. and a lot more. I’ve never spent the holidays with that kind of person before. I...
is it going to be a thing that you confess things through text whenever your drunk? or what? gotta say, its HIGH larious but really. i hope this isn’t going to be a thing. and i sorta hope your joking. but not.
I never really admitted this, but for the longest time, I have seen you as the one I would end up with. Its hard to type and hard to believe that you could possibly be the…”L” of my life. Even now, I am too afraid to make the decision in any way shape or form. You’ve hurt me so much and made me doubt so many things that I wish were easier. Through all that I still love...